I’ll never forget four years ago today, calls from Brandon, then Shawn, each crying out in anguish that you had died. The whole world just stopped…
But I had to find something to say to them, and find a way out to where you were. So life started again.
But it was never the same.
I remember so many times thinking that if something were to happen, I would be so grateful for the time we did have together. This was the first thing I thought of when the boys called. And it was true. But I also couldn’t help wishing with everything I had that it didn’t have to end just then.